{"id":11738,"date":"2025-10-19T18:59:51","date_gmt":"2025-10-19T22:59:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/the-gnostic-field-guide-to-wholeness-and-hearing-the-voice-of-truth-the-marginalian\/"},"modified":"2025-10-19T18:59:51","modified_gmt":"2025-10-19T22:59:51","slug":"the-gnostic-field-guide-to-wholeness-and-hearing-the-voice-of-truth-the-marginalian","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/the-gnostic-field-guide-to-wholeness-and-hearing-the-voice-of-truth-the-marginalian\/","title":{"rendered":"The Gnostic Field Guide to Wholeness and Hearing the Voice of Truth \u2013 The Marginalian"},"content":{"rendered":"<p> <a href=\"https:\/\/hop.clickbank.net\/?affiliate=infohatch&amp;vendor=J1R2C\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-10614 aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/profit-gen400px.png\" alt=\"Profit Gen\" width=\"400\" height=\"217\" srcset=\"https:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/profit-gen400px.png 400w, https:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/profit-gen400px-300x163.png 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n<\/p>\n<div>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Women-Praise-Sacred-Centuries-Spiritual\/dp\/0060925760\/?tag=braipick-20\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"320\" height=\"480\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/womeninpraiseofthesacred.jpg?fit=320%2C480&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"cover alignright size-medium\" alt=\"Perfect Mind: The Gnostic Field Guide to Wholeness and Hearing the Voice of Truth\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/womeninpraiseofthesacred.jpg?w=907&amp;ssl=1 907w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/womeninpraiseofthesacred.jpg?resize=320%2C480&amp;ssl=1 320w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/womeninpraiseofthesacred.jpg?resize=600%2C900&amp;ssl=1 600w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/womeninpraiseofthesacred.jpg?resize=240%2C360&amp;ssl=1 240w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/womeninpraiseofthesacred.jpg?resize=768%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 320px) 100vw, 320px\"\/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>We aren\u2019t just a sum of parts but the product of constant division and multiplication, constantly denying the erratic arithmetic and calling our denial self. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.themarginalian.org\/2024\/04\/10\/parts\/\">The parts we live with<\/a> are who we are, and those we cannot live with are the turbine of our suffering. The most difficult decisions in life are difficult precisely because we are unsummed, too divided to reconcile the desires of one part with those of another. We watch ourselves undergo overnight phase transitions of feeling as a different part seizes the dials of pleasure and pain that govern all human behavior, then pull the quilt of time and thinking over our head to maintain the illusion of coherence, disavowing entire regions of our own experience as if someone else lived them. \u201cDo I contradict myself? Very well then I contradict myself, (I am large, I contain multitudes.),\u201d wrote Whitman, knowing that we are each \u201cof one phase and of all phases,\u201d that within us each live the slaveholder and the slave, the woman being burned at the stake and the man striking the match.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps \u201cgod\u201d is just how we name our yearning for a single truth, for an integrating voice to conciliate the contradictions, for something large and total to hold what we cannot hold. <\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_83385\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/09\/CuevaDeLasManos_TheMarginalian.jpg?resize=680%2C401&amp;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" width=\"680\" height=\"401\" class=\"size-full wp-image-83385\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/09\/CuevaDeLasManos_TheMarginalian.jpg?w=1905&amp;ssl=1 1905w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/09\/CuevaDeLasManos_TheMarginalian.jpg?resize=320%2C189&amp;ssl=1 320w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/09\/CuevaDeLasManos_TheMarginalian.jpg?resize=600%2C354&amp;ssl=1 600w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/09\/CuevaDeLasManos_TheMarginalian.jpg?resize=240%2C142&amp;ssl=1 240w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/09\/CuevaDeLasManos_TheMarginalian.jpg?resize=768%2C453&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/09\/CuevaDeLasManos_TheMarginalian.jpg?resize=1536%2C906&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.themarginalian.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/09\/CuevaDeLasManos_TheMarginalian.jpg?w=1360&amp;ssl=1 1360w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 680px) 100vw, 680px\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Detail from the art in Cueva de las Manos, Argentina, created between 7,300 BC and 700 AD.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Sixteen centuries before Whitman, the Gnostics \u2014 those spiritual visionaries who saw the wholeness of being before modern Christianity partitioned the body and the soul \u2014 channeled that voice in \u201cThe Thunder: Perfect Mind,\u201d part of what is now known as the Nag Hammadi Library: a set of ancient texts discovered in a jar at the foot of a cliff by two illiterate Muslim brothers in 1945. The long poem of contrasts and conciliation \u201cappears to derive from the female-centered Isis worship preceding Christianity,\u201d writes poet and ordained Buddhist <a href=\"https:\/\/www.themarginalian.org\/tag\/jane-hirshfield\/\">Jane Hirshfield<\/a> in introducing her translation of it in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Women-Praise-Sacred-Centuries-Spiritual\/dp\/0060925760\/?tag=braipick-20\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><strong><em>Women in Praise of the Sacred: 43 Centuries of Spiritual Poetry by Women<\/em><\/strong><\/a> (<a href=\"https:\/\/search.worldcat.org\/title\/32228557\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><em>public library<\/em><\/a>).<\/p>\n<p>In \u201cThe Heart Thunder,\u201d spoken word artist <a href=\"https:\/\/www.kimrosen.net\" target=\"_blank\">Kim Rosen<\/a> brings this immortal abacus of the soul to life in a breathtaking performance, fusing the Gnostic gospel with the concluding mantra of the Buddhist Heart Sutra to the pulse-beat of a multi-instrumental orchestra \u2014 cello, percussion, piano, guitar, and vocals by musicians Jami Sieber, Wayne P. Sheehy, and Chloe Goodchild:<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"The Heart Thunder: Kim Rosen, Wayne P. Sheehy, Chloe Goodchild, Jami Sieber, Jane Hirshfield\" width=\"640\" height=\"360\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/XH--Y3ACgoc?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>from <strong>THE THUNDER: PERFECT MIND<\/strong><br \/><em>translated by Jane Hirshfield<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Sent from the Power,<br \/>I have come<br \/>to those who reflect upon me.<br \/>Look upon me,<br \/>you who meditate,<br \/>and hearers, hear.<br \/>Whoever is waiting for me,<br \/>take me into yourselves.<br \/>Do not drive me<br \/>out of your eyes,<br \/>or out of your voice,<br \/>or our of your ears.<br \/>Observe: Do not forget who I am.<\/p>\n<p>For I am the first, and the last<br \/>I am the honored one, and the scorned,<br \/>I am the whore and the holy one.<br \/>I am the wife and the virgin.<br \/>I am the mother, the daughter,<br \/>and every part of both.<br \/>I am the barren one who has borne many sons.<br \/>I am she whose wedding is great<br \/>and I have not accepted a husband.<br \/>I am the midwife and the childless one,<br \/>the easing of my own labor.<br \/>I am the bride and the bridegroom<br \/>and my husband is my father.<br \/>I am the mother of my father,<br \/>the sister of my husband;<br \/>my husband is my child.<br \/>My offspring are my own birth,<br \/>the source of my power,<br \/>what happens to me is their wish.<\/p>\n<p>I am the incomprehensible silence<br \/>And the memory that will not be forgotten.<br \/>I am the voice whose sound is everywhere<br \/>I am the speech that appears in many forms.<br \/>I am the utterance of my own name.<\/p>\n<p>Why, you who hate me, do you love me,<br \/>and hate those who love me?<br \/>You who tell the truth about me, lie,<br \/>and you who have lied, now tell the truth.<br \/>You who know me, be ignorant,<br \/>and you who have not known me, know.<\/p>\n<p>For I am knowledge and ignorance.<br \/>I am modesty and boldness.<br \/>I am shameless, and I am ashamed.<br \/>I am strength and I am fear.<br \/>I am war and I am peace.<\/p>\n<p>Give heed to me,<br \/>the one who has been everywhere hated<br \/>and the one who is everywhere loved.<br \/>I am the one they call Life,<br \/>the one you call Death.<br \/>I am the one they call Law,<br \/>the one you call Lawless.<br \/>I am the one you have scattered,<br \/>and you have gathered me together.<br \/>I am godless, and I am the one<br \/>whose God is great.<br \/>I am the one whom you have reflected upon<br \/>and the one you have scorned.<br \/>I am unlearned,<br \/>and from me all people learn.<br \/>I am the one to whom you reveal yourself,<br \/>Yet wherever you think I hide, I appear,<br \/>And wherever you reveal yourself,<br \/>there I will vanish.<\/p>\n<p>Those who are close to me,<br \/>have failed to know me,<br \/>and those who are far from me know me.<br \/>On the day when I am close to you,<br \/>that day you are far from me;<br \/>on the day when I am far from you,<br \/>that day I am close.<\/p>\n<p>I am the joining and the dissolving.<br \/>I am what lasts, and what goes,<br \/>I am the one going down,<br \/>and the one toward whom they ascend.<br \/>I am the condemnation and the acquittal.<br \/>For myself, I am sinless,<br \/>and the roots of sin grow in my being.<br \/>I am the desire of the outer,<br \/>and control of the inner.<br \/>I am the hearing in everyone\u2019s ears,<br \/>I am the speech which cannot be heard,<br \/>I am the mute who is speechless,<br \/>great are the multitudes of my words.<\/p>\n<p>Hear me in softness,<br \/>and learn me in roughness.<br \/>I am she who cries out,<br \/>and I am cast forth upon the face of the earth.<br \/>I prepare the bread and my mind within.<br \/>I am called truth.<\/p>\n<p>You praise me and you whisper against me.<br \/>You who have been defeated,<\/p>\n<p>Judge before you are judged:<br \/>the judge and all judging exist inside you,<br \/>and the one who formed you on the outside<br \/>is the one who shaped you within.<\/p>\n<p>And what you see outside you, you see within.<br \/>It is visible and it is your garment.<\/p>\n<p>Give heed then, you hearers,<br \/>and you also, angels and those who have been sent,<br \/>and you spirits risen now from the dead.<br \/>I am the one who alone exists,<br \/>there is no one to judge me.<br \/>For though there is much sweetness<br \/>in passionate life, in transient pleasure,<br \/>finally soberness comes<br \/>and people flee to their place of rest.<br \/>There they will find me,<br \/>and live, and not die again.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Couple with <a href=\"https:\/\/www.themarginalian.org\/2023\/10\/17\/to-be-a-person-jane-hirshfield\/\">\u201cTo Be a Person\u201d<\/a> \u2014 Jane Hirshfield\u2019s magnificent poem about how to bear our human condition \u2014 then revisit Margaret Fuller\u2019s account of <a href=\"https:\/\/www.themarginalian.org\/2021\/12\/26\/margaret-fuller-the-all\/\">touching \u201cThe All,\u201d<\/a> the Transcendentalists\u2019 term for the totality of being the Gnostics eulogized in their gospel. <\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/hop.clickbank.net\/?affiliate=infohatch&amp;vendor=J1R2C\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-10614 aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/profit-gen400px.png\" alt=\"Profit Gen\" width=\"400\" height=\"217\" srcset=\"https:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/profit-gen400px.png 400w, https:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/profit-gen400px-300x163.png 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/a><br \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>We aren\u2019t just a sum of parts but the product of constant division and multiplication, 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