{"id":13370,"date":"2026-07-16T23:31:22","date_gmt":"2026-07-17T03:31:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/nick-cave-on-integrating-the-darkness-of-loss-with-the-bright-ongoingness-of-life-the-marginalian\/"},"modified":"2026-07-16T23:31:22","modified_gmt":"2026-07-17T03:31:22","slug":"nick-cave-on-integrating-the-darkness-of-loss-with-the-bright-ongoingness-of-life-the-marginalian","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/nick-cave-on-integrating-the-darkness-of-loss-with-the-bright-ongoingness-of-life-the-marginalian\/","title":{"rendered":"Nick Cave on Integrating the Darkness of Loss with the Bright Ongoingness of Life \u2013 The Marginalian"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Few things in our culture are more wounding than the concept of healing \u2014 as if the pains and losses that we suffer are an illness, a malfunction of the psyche to be cut out like a tumor, rather than a natural function of being alive, of feeling life deeply and living it fully. All our sorrows have been wasted if we have not learned to suffer and to be surprised by the door at the end of our suffering<\/a>, on the other wide of which is simply the world, which keeps on worlding. It is not healing that allows us to go on but integration, allowing our losses to live right alongside our joys for either to mean something, to jolt us from the stupor of indifference that is worse than death. <\/p>\n

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Nick Cave<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

No one has articulated this more plainly and profoundly than Nick Cave<\/a> in reflecting<\/a> on the anniversary of his young son\u2019s death:<\/p>\n

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It is early morning in N\u00eemes. I am waiting for coffee while looking out of the window of the small hotel where Susie and I are staying. The square below is waking up. There are a few cars, a woman walking a dog, a kid on a scooter, an old man smoking on a bench. Today, Susie and I plan to walk around the town for a bit, maybe visit a church, and maybe find the river that people say runs clean and cold. Later, I\u2019ll play a show at the amphitheatre.<\/p>\n

I am not saying this just to offer comfort to those who have lost someone, as if to say that in time everything will be all right, because even though it will be, it won\u2019t be. Rather, I am acknowledging that although this day marks the 11th anniversary of the worst day of our lives, it is also a beautiful day, with the sun shining, a child playing, a man enjoying a cigarette, a world quietly waking and moving forward.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

This may be the most discomposing aspect of loss \u2014 how impartially the world goes on when your world has been shattered. And yet the great paradox is that it is precisely by surrendering to this ongoingness, both dispassionate and rife with wonder, that we are returned to life. <\/p>\n

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Card from An Almanac of Birds: 100 Divinations for Uncertain Days<\/em><\/a>.. Available as a print and more<\/a>.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Nick paints a gorgeous still life of this bright ongoingness:<\/p>\n

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Susie wakes now, and I sit beside her. She says she dreamt about Arthur. Arthur often comes to her in that way. The dreams are simple, poetic. She tells me she dreamt she was in a dark place, perhaps a wood, calling for him. But it was too dim, and she couldn\u2019t find him.<\/p>\n

These feelings of loss drift through our bodies like ghosts. They settle in our cells, in our blood, gathering around days like this like weather patterns, shaping us in ways we cannot understand. It is a sad day. I can see it in my wife\u2019s eyes. But it is an ordinary day too, a beautiful day. The best day. Susie is already at the window, pulling back the curtain, looking out over the town, the sun shining on her face.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Couple with Hemingway\u2019s moving letter of consolation<\/a> to a couple who lost their son, then revisit Nick Cave on how to use your suffering<\/a>, the two pillars of a meaningful life<\/a>, and the antidote to our existential helplessness<\/a>.<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n

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