{"id":4349,"date":"2023-09-30T02:31:21","date_gmt":"2023-09-30T06:31:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/a-tender-illustrated-fable-about-how-to-find-and-bear-your-inner-light-the-marginalian\/"},"modified":"2023-09-30T02:31:21","modified_gmt":"2023-09-30T06:31:21","slug":"a-tender-illustrated-fable-about-how-to-find-and-bear-your-inner-light-the-marginalian","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/a-tender-illustrated-fable-about-how-to-find-and-bear-your-inner-light-the-marginalian\/","title":{"rendered":"A Tender Illustrated Fable About How to Find and Bear Your Inner Light \u2013 The Marginalian"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u201cOne discovers the light in darkness, that is what darkness is for; but everything in our lives depends on how we bear the light,\u201d James Baldwin wrote in one of his finest, least known essays<\/a>. <\/p>\n

In his exquisite memoir of the search for inner light<\/a>, the blind resistance hero Jacques Lusseyran wrote in the same era: \u201cNothing in the world, not even what I saw inside myself with closed eyelids, was outside this great miracle of light.\u201d <\/p>\n

That search comes ablaze with uncommon tenderness in I Touched the Sun<\/em><\/strong><\/a> (public library<\/em><\/a>) by musician and graphic novelist Leah Hayes \u2014 the story of a young boy\u2019s quest to find and bear his own light.<\/p>\n

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One morning, warmed by the light of dawn, the boy awakes overcome by the desire to touch the sun. <\/p>\n

His mother tells him it\u2019s impossible \u2014 the sun is far too far. His father tells him it\u2019s impossible \u2014 the sun is too hot to touch. His older brother, sipping soda by his bike, meets the quest with indifference. <\/p>\n

And so the boy decides to go by himself.<\/p>\n

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He closes his eyes and launches into the sky. When he lands on the sun, he bends down to greet her and she embraces him hello with her great yellow arms.<\/p>\n

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We see the boy peeking from the sky onto a beach scene as the sun shows him where she works. <\/p>\n

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We see him admiring a bright flower as she shows him \u201cwhat she\u2019s made.\u201d<\/p>\n

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She showed me things that look her years to grow\u2026<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

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\u2026and things that only lasted seconds.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Carrying the story is the quiet conversation between the black-and-white simplicity of Hayes\u2019s pencil and the incandescent richness of her crayons, emanating the candor of a child\u2019s drawing and the refined subtlety of an artist\u2019s lens on the world \u2014 a world of contrasts in the act of being made on the page, like a young life still unwritten, yet to be colored in with living. <\/p>\n

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Before the boy leaves, he asks the sun one simple, immense question: Where does her light come from? <\/p>\n

From inside, she tells him, touching his heart. <\/p>\n

Suddenly, a bright inner sun comes ablaze within him \u2014 the light he always carried, \u201cnot too hot, but just right,\u201d now found.<\/p>\n

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The sun inside began to shine outward. It made me feel brilliant with light, like I could wake up the world with just my touch.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

So illuminated, the boy feels ready to return home and embraces the sun goodbye before flying back down to Earth, where he finds his mother mesmerized by the stunning sunset aglow outside. <\/p>\n

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She doesn\u2019t seem to notice anything has changed in him. Nor does his father as he carries the sleepy child up the stairs.<\/p>\n

But looking out his bedroom window into the night sky, the boy knows, the boy feels that the light is always and already there. <\/p>\n

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Couple I Touched the Sun<\/em><\/strong><\/a> with Before I Grew Up<\/em><\/a> \u2014 a soulful illustrated meditation on life and our search for light \u2014 then savor Mary Ruefle\u2019s magnificent poem \u201cKiss of the Sun.\u201d<\/a> <\/p>\n

And if you are still searching for your own light, take rapturous assurance from Nina Simone:<\/p>\n