{"id":7272,"date":"2024-04-23T14:33:52","date_gmt":"2024-04-23T18:33:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/the-merger-self-the-seeker-self-and-the-lifelong-challenge-of-balancing-intimacy-and-independence-the-marginalian\/"},"modified":"2024-04-23T14:33:52","modified_gmt":"2024-04-23T18:33:52","slug":"the-merger-self-the-seeker-self-and-the-lifelong-challenge-of-balancing-intimacy-and-independence-the-marginalian","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/parmaks.com\/Resources\/the-merger-self-the-seeker-self-and-the-lifelong-challenge-of-balancing-intimacy-and-independence-the-marginalian\/","title":{"rendered":"The Merger Self, the Seeker Self, and the Lifelong Challenge of Balancing Intimacy and Independence \u2013 The Marginalian"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Each time I see a sparrow inside an airport, I am seized with tenderness for the bird, for living so acutely and concretely a paradox that haunts our human lives in myriad guises \u2014 the difficulty of discerning comfort from entrapment, freedom from peril. It is a paradox rooted in the early development of the psyche and most poignantly manifested in our intimate relationships as we confront over and over the boundary between where we end and the other begins, the challenge of balancing intimacy and independence. <\/p>\n

Pulsating beneath the paradox are two opposing forces \u2014 one tugging us toward the comfort of the known, the safety of the terminal, the other beckoning us to fly into the open sky of the unknown, with all its sunlit freedoms and its storming dangers. In her 1976 book Passages: Predictable Crises of Adult Life<\/em><\/strong><\/a> (public library<\/em><\/a>), Gail Sheehy<\/strong> (November 27, 1936\u2013August 24, 2020) explores these \u201ctwo sets of forces always at loggerheads inside us over the questions of how far and how fast we shall grow,\u201d terming them the Merger Self<\/em> and the Seeker Self<\/em>. <\/p>\n

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Our Merger Self\u2026 is the universal wish to be attached to another, to restore somehow the beatific closeness with mother, for in that fusion would lie perfect harmony, absolute safety, and endless time. The Merger Self is born of the frustration with our early discovery that we are indeed separate and distinct from our caregiver. It triggers a desire to totally incorporate the other, any \u201cother\u201d who becomes the source of love and pleasure\u2026 The Merger Self then, in its constant effort to restore closeness, desires always a safe, tight fit.<\/p>\n

The Seeker Self is driven by the opposite wish: to be separate, independent, to explore our capacities and become master of our own destiny. This impulse is fueled in early childhood by our delight in awakening capabilities.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

But for all its problematic clinginess, the Merger Self is also crucial for the \u201ctemporary fusions\u201d upon which empathy is founded \u2014 the ability \u201cto reach out and empathize with others, to feel as they might feel without letting our own reality intrude\u201d \u2014 and upon which all love rests; for all its seeming strength and self-reliance, the Seeker Self can thrust us into selfishness and solipsism. Only by balancing the two can we achieve what Carl Jung called individuation, Abraham Maslow called self-actualization, and Sheehy calls simply authenticity \u2014 \u201cthe arrival at that felicitous state of inner expansion in which we know of all our potentialities and possess the ego strength to direct their full reach.\u201d She considers the necessary calibration at the heart of the balance:<\/p>\n

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If the Merger Self is indulged too early, it can lead us into a no-risk, no-growth position. But once we are beyond the suspicion, or the fear, of letting our distinctiveness be lost in attachments to others, it is our merger side that enables us to love intimately, share unselfishly, express tenderness, and experience empathy. <\/p>\n

If the Seeker Self is left unbridled, it will lead us to a self-centered existence in which genuine commitments can have no place, and in which efforts to achieve individual distinction are so strenuous that they leave us emotionally impoverished. <\/p>\n

It is only by getting the two sides to work in concert that eventually one becomes capable of both individuality and mutuality.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

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In the remainder of Passages<\/em><\/strong><\/a> (which I discovered through a sidewise mention in The Middle Passage<\/em><\/a>), Sheehy goes on to explore how the balance of these two aspects of the psyche affects everything from romantic relationships to professional actualization across the various stages of life as we dismantle our projections and complexes, relinquish our compulsions and conditioning, and recover our authenticity. Observing that \u201cthe major task of midlife is to give up all our imagined safety providers and stand naked in the world, as the rehearsal for assuming full authority over ourselves,\u201d she considers the ultimate payoff of this painful, redemptive process:<\/p>\n

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One of the great rewards of moving through the disassembling period to renewal is coming to approve of oneself ethically and morally and quite independent of other people\u2019s standards and agenda. By giving up the wish that one\u2019s parents were different and by navigating through various lifestyles to that point of dignity worth defending, one can achieve\u2026 arrival at that final stage of adult development, in which one can give a blessing to one\u2019s own life.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Complement with Kahlil Gibran on the challenge of balancing intimacy and independence<\/a>, the key to which Schopenhauer so poignantly captured in his parable of the porcupine dilemma<\/a>, then revisit Rilke on the difficult art of giving space in love<\/a>.<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n

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