Response:

See if you can meditate without the expectation of silence. 

Simply be open to whatever experience of consciousness your inner self brings to you. 

That is the experience you need at that particular moment. 

Trust it and embrace it. 

Don’t judge it as poor meditation or an overactive monkey mind. 

As long as you are meditating without trying to think the mantra clearly and not resisting or resenting thoughts, then whatever kind of meditation you are having—active or silent—is exactly what your mind/body/spirit needs at that time. 

Allow that experience to unfold however it needs to. 

It will be the step you need to bring you closer to full awakening.

 

Love,

Deepak