Response:

I think you may be mixing together a few different spiritual concepts. There is a Sanskrit phrase for explaining how imbalance and a sense of separation begins in unitary awareness. It is called pragya paradha or the mistake of the intellect. When the intellect only perceives the world as disconnected and separate from its true self, then it is making a mistake, because the deeper truth is that the knower and the known are both expressions of one underlying consciousness. Enlightenment is when the intellect can perceive the object of attention with its distinctions, but also know the unity of the object with inner awareness. Reestablishing that wholeness corrects the mistake of the intellect. This teaching is not really about ego control and conscious choice-making.

Love,

Deepak