Response:

All of those techniques are effective and have helped individuals attain self-awareness. 

And while a burning desire for enlightenment is a powerful motivation for spiritual practice, it’s important to understand that self-realization is not a dramatic experience, it’s just awareness knowing itself. 

The mind and body may generate dramatic temporary experiences we associate with that awakening, but the real spiritual experience is recognizing the presence of your awareness. 

There is no real shortcut technique to self-realization, there is only your path and what that unfoldment constitutes.

It’s fine to use Muktananda’s and Yogananda’s books as inspiration, but it should not lead you to compare your personal experiences with theirs to gauge whether you are making progress or not.

Most spiritual growth feels very mundane and unremarkable. Reading about experiences of celestial visitations with lights, colors, voices, and whatnot, is fun, but it can lead you to devalue your own subtle but real experience of self-awareness. 

Regarding how long it will take for your awakening, I can’t tell you. 

It depends on how much mental and physical conditioning there is left for you to release. 

Wanting to complete it in this lifetime is commendable, as a way of saying you don’t want to waste any time. 

But as with the previous consideration, comparing your present progress to an imaginary ideal is a recipe to take you out of the present where your growth really happens. 

You think that the spiritual practices you’ve got right now are not fast enough or powerful enough to get you to enlightenment in this lifetime. 

So instead of fully engaging in the complete transformative power of your present reality, you are casting about looking for the “perfect” technique. 

If you switch your approach to trusting that everything you need is right here in front of you now, then you will step out of the time-bound consideration of enlightenment and start to live the unlimited, eternal potential that is your true essence.

Love,

Deepak